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11 May 2009 @ 02:54 pm
Need to vent.  
Okay so yesterday was like, the worst Mother's Day in history.

Everything went swell in my house, besides a little case of blood-sugar problems with my grandmother- but she took a 15 minute nap and was fine when she got up.

But then I read that guroboy's cat died. So score 1 for a screwed up day.

Next I get online, and my cousin IMs me saying that her sister-in-law's mother just died. Score 2 for a screwed up day.

So by then I'm feeling completely shot down, because I have my damn period and I'm really empathetic when I'm on it. So I start bawing for no reason, which starts off my cousin to start bawing, so we're both typing to eachother with every other word having some sort of crying-induced typo in it... And just- god it was a horrible day.

So then my cousin tells me that her uncle is in the hospital, again. That makes me feel even worse, because he was a pretty cool guy, despite being a whiny bitch who takes and never gives anything back... so she starts explaining what happened to him and how he's been acting lately, which makes me feel horrible for making her explain it. So I start crying again, which makes her feel bad because she cares so much about me, so she starts crying AGAIN.

And then she goes and says "It's not your fault, my family just sucks."

... I didn't know what to say. Usually I'm great at saying a big speech that picks up someone's spirits and makes them feel better about whatever the subject is-- but... "my family just sucks" led me to a dead-end where I didn't know what to say at all.

I felt horrible. I had no clue what to do, so I just said "brb making dinner" and went out to do so, and talk to mom. When I came back in, we both were finally feeling better, and decided to send funny YouTube videos to eachother- which picked us both up.

So by the end of the day I was ... better- but not okay.

PLUS I hadn't talked to Sara all day- which never makes me feel good. I just hope she calls me today. (She's still grounded, so I can't really call her without her getting in trouble because her mom usually thinks I was told to call so she has to talk to me)

[ EDIT ] Oh yeah- and my washer broke last night, so now we have to use our neighbor's washer until we either fix ours, or get a new one.
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